And He Is With Us

Totally unexpected my guest arrived.
'Who is it?' asked my heart.
'The face of the moon,' said my soul.

As he entered the house,
we all ran into the street madly looking for the moon.
'I'm in here,' he was calling from inside,
but we were calling him outside unaware of his call.
Our drunken ightingale is singing in the garden,
and we are cooing like doves,' Where, where, where?'

A crowd ormed: 'Where's the thief?'
And the thief among us is saying,
'Yeah, where's the thief.'
All our voices became mixed together
and not one voice stood out from the others.

And He is with you means He is searching with you.
He is nearer to you than yourself. Why look outside?
Become like melting snow; wash yourself of yourself.
With love your inner voice will find a tongue
grwing like a silent white lily in the heart.



Rumi

Shell.

This cage is cold and lonely
This shell is silent and warm.
Nothing to hurt me; no one to hurt.
This is safety.
Rain drips down this window in front
Acid hurls at my back
But I am not stung,
I can not sting.
This is my shell.
My little enclosure,
Hollow, lonely, safe.
It is dark in here,
I do not feel
the loving touch of light.
I can not give, my light.
Do I stay, or should I go?
Do I give back what I once stole?
Should I stay here, alone, yet safe?
Or do I give my all,
draining all my so-called light,
Then lie down and die,
As I rot,
from the inside out.

28th Dec. 10

You gaze at me with your ten thousand eyes,
you do so and it is I,
I do not stir,
my feet are completely embedded in the ground,
I allow myself to be reached by your ten thousand glances
or if you prefer
by the single glances of your ten thousand eyes
but it is not the same,
such an immense gaze touches me everywhere,
I hesitate to move,
if I raise my arms toward the sun
you slant your eyes to adjust to the light,
they sparkle but you look at me or else if I should move into the shade
I am cold
your eyes are not visible
there where you follow me
I too am unseen by you,
I am dumb in this desert devoid of your tenthousand eyes
darker than the dark
where you reyes would appear to me
ten thousand fold black and shining,
I am alone until the moment when I hear a variety of sounds of bells of tintinnabulation.
I tremble.
I am giddy, it reverberates within me,
it makes me quiver,
it is the music of the eyes I say to myself,
either they clash together gently and with violence
or they produce these many sounds by themselves,
I fling myself flat on my face
in front or behind this side or that,
I gesticulate wildly to that I cannot escape
the multiplicity of your regard,
wherever I may be
my ineffable one
you gaze at me with your ten thousand eyes.




Monique Wittig.

20/12/2010

Running through the shadows
Darting this way and that
I swallow hard
And keep running.
A looming darkness hisses against my neck
I Cling to the Fear
And run.
I'm running for my life
Blind
Feeling the way in front of me.
How do I know the way to go?
The way is the softest against my skin.
Do you not see me?
Sobbing in the dimming light
Clutching at hope
For sanity.
Death is all around me
Its cold, sickly fingers stroke my cheek,
Whispering sweetly, softly.
Like a breath of wind.
Do I stay, or do I go?
What is the meaning; my purpose here?
I'm running for my life.
Is this darkness, really light?

Child

"I am" just a shell.

A case, for this sacred divinity

My soul was beaten, bruised,

Torn and abused.

Discarded, left to rot in misery.

But it could not die.

It stayed in its dark hole, and built

a "safe" enclosure round itself.

Day by day, the walls grew harder and thicker.

Dirt and mud crusted every crevice and crack,

so no light could get in.

You grew dark and bloody, pulsating with

Anger and pain.

Left alone, you withered...

I called to you, one lonely day.

I tore off the tangled vines,

Broke down the gates, and thundered through the walls.

I looked for you, but could not find you.

I found a lock, hidden behind a rock,

discoloured and rusting with age.

Forcing it open, I found you.

There you were, bright and shining, yet so small.

So alone.

Enclosed within a raw heart, oozing with putrefied blood.

With one final scream, I tore through the murderous skin.

I ran to you, and covered you with my love.

I cradled you, crooning and rocking as I poured my love in.

You sobbed and cried, clawing at my flesh.

"How could you leave me here? Where were you?"

And I answered, "I was always here, just on the other side. I was just as terrified as you.

I am you, and you are me. We are different, yet one.

Don't be afraid, Little One. I have come."

The dam broke, and you let out a guttural scream.

You were so raw and broken, Little One.

I picked you up and carried you.

Out through the terror.

And you grew.

With every step, you grew larger and stronger,

Brighter and Whole!

You grew with me, and we ate the darkness.

The whispers stopped and light flooded the body that held us.

Upwards we grew, bigger and brighter!

We burst through the simple body barrier, and joined the clouds,

the stars and rainbows.

We played in the sun, and chased each other over the moon.

You showed me wonders, and light

Where I thought there was none.

My body called us home.

We sunk down, down down, into the safe, soft warm body that is ours.

Oh, Little One, You are big and strong, now.

Protect me from my nightmares.

Together, we will help each other.

I am you, and you are me.

I Am That

I am full, I am perfect.

There is no desire in me,

Because there is nothing apart from me.

I am the Self in all,

I am the Universal Being

With faces everywhere,

With hands all around.

I am the ocean of Nectar

With surging waters of Bliss.

I am the unfathomable Peace,

The abode of Nirvana

Whence there is no return

To this mortal world.

I am all that exists today,

I am all that existed in the past,

I am all that will exist in the future,

Because I am the only Reality.

When the storm of Maya has been stilled,

And illusion has subsided,

What remains is the stupendous

Glory of "I am."

I am the peak of fame,

The summit of all glories.

I am the ocean of incarnations

And Divine manifestations -

I am what I am.

Every morning... try a pause...

The sky within

Every morning for each of us there is a moment when we first see the sky for the day. This moment is a beautiful opportunity to connect with the spaciousness both around us and within us. Every morning when I walk outside, before I hop in the car I stop and look up.

This pause in the race that begins the day is such a precious jewel as in an instant it can open your heart and mind. So often we race from the intimate, personal space of our home, to the confined box that is our transport, to wherever it is we're going, all within the head space of our own personal stories and dramas. Very little space here.

The sky above us in infinitely vast; in order to really sense and feel its spaciousness we are required to release (even if just for a moment) our attachment to our own personal dramas. Sure life's up and downs will continue but our strong grasping to them lessens when we allow the spaciousness outside us to mirror our own within.

To see the sky in the morning is to take a moment to pause, to take a conscious breath. When we choose to open and relax there is a lot more room; when we choose to be anxious or righteously indignant there is a load less room!

Try the sky! Let me know what happens....


-- Extract from an email from The Yoga Ground
http://www.yogaground.co.nz/

Om shanti!
Namaste,
Miriam xox